Ok, it’s spring and…
It's 2am, I'm watching VH1's "Best Week Ever", AC is on the next couch…asleep, sound…he looks like he's dreaming- you know when you see someone sleeping and their eyeballs are moving beneath the lids….and what comes on the tele immediately afterwards??….a Motley Crue video, no- it's not an 80's stripper, let's party oldie with AquaNet from the past, it's actually a new song..I think that Buckcherry guy is in it, it's hard to tell, not really interested as these guys are washed up, but Nikki still looks hot…I think…it could be the black and white film, maybe the eyeliner…anyways, it's late and I feel like writing….looming thoughts….
Where has the time gone? Wow, spring 2008…sprung up and bit me right on the a$$! I know I'm lucky…. So, recently I've been searching through "myspace" alumni's, people I've know in my past, from schools either I went to or knew some there, and damn- if I haven't found some blasts from the past.
I'm distracted…as some band just cropped upon VH1…"the kooks"?? I gotta watch em, the singer is totally Bob Dylan 40 years ago… I can't believe VH1 is actually playing vids…at 2am, when did music stations stop playing videos during daylight hours?? was it the 90's?? yeah, I'm showing my age…VH1, no MTV- who watches that crap? Last I remember watching MTV…it was the 90's, Beverly Hills 90210 was still on- Donna Martin ruled…Grunge ruled, Marilyn Manson scared me, I thought that "Rico Suave" guy was hot!, I was in College eating mac and cheese because it was cheap, and eventually the cable had to go…poor, starving college student stuck watching "my so called life", "saved by the bell- the college years" and "melrose place" on prime time…oh the phases that life places us in, we drift from phase to phase across time, some consistencies remain throughout, some souls stay the same, many differ with stages and more phases… weird, how when I think back to high school…the most insignificant things seemed so important, oh the drama…and wham, I'm an adult!
Anyways, back to the past blasts of the present, back to the 80's, seems like a lifetime ago, but good to see them and converse, I'm relieved to see - no one kept an "80's do"! You've seen em'- those in walmart with the "poof ball bangs", mullets, wings and hair so stiff that it moves as 1 piece, how does one get stuck? Don't get me wrong, I'm a fan of "big bar hair"- like Fergie's or Shakira's, Beyonce… point taken- here and now, not the 80's… only good for a laugh!
Spring, thank you it's spring. 80 degree days are here! I love it! Everything is new, and IRONICALLY- it's like I've been given the chance to relive 2007?!? except the gas situation…Strangely enough, I'm about to be laid off again! Yep, just like last year….This time it's different- I'm prepared! I've decided- NO MORE CONTRACT jobs for me- I don't care how good the intentions are…So, I've got some stability in the works, screw this recession! I'm ready!
Oh, and HA! April didn't get me!! For those who know me, know my April curse! and yep, she tried to screw me, screw with my life in everyway possible just as she does every year…but no April fool here, not this time, Yes- the beeotch surprised me with obstacles, that cost…but, whew! I got past them, easily for a nice change!
I could keep rambling with absolutely no sense or direction of thought pattern, but it's late and I should go to sleep, join my hubby in dreamland, I want my eyes to dance under the lids too….